This weekend started out with some bad news.. and I can not seem to shake it.
I am lucky to have supportive from my parents even when I do not think I deserve it. That eases up some of this stress.
Smoking.. pshh I am still trying.. my reasons for quitting seem so futile, but I am still hoping my coping skill will appear. Everyone has different advice. I know I will find something that works for me out of the 6,000 ideas that have been shared for me. I just really wish it would kill these headaches.
Yes, headaches. Since I have been "cutting down" I have headaches from not smoking, I have headaches from smoking. It really is frustrating. They hurt!!!
I wish I could solve the worlds problems in a blink of an eye, ultimately solving mine too. I phrased it like that, to sound less selfish.
Monday, I need you. I promise I will be fresh and happy and leave all this negativity behind.. Monday.
This is the first time I can remember somebody actually looking forward to a Monday. Well it's Monday morning now and personally I feel that it sucks.
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